This Christmas (eve) feels so...different, and good in a way. Not that this Christmas was fabulous or anything, but, I realised moments ago that this is the Christmas, after so many years (P4 - JH2), 5 years (?), that I'm actually spending Christmas without anyone in my mind, without missing anyone at all. I'll say that this is a blessing?

Christmas this year just reminds me that another year's about to end, so I need to grow up and stop being so childish. Grow up and end the child in me, start studying hard, and be my Mom's pillar of support. Grow up and think for others as well, instead of being the self-centred me all the time. Grow up and stop falling into childish love, and focus on my studies instead. (I've done the first part (I guess?), but not the second part, so I've got to work harder! Next year will definitely be a even more challenging year, having NE Council, Third Lang, AEP, as well as Western Dance to juggle about, but I believe that I'll handle it fine.:) Have some faith!

Speaking of Christmas, of course we can't leave the New Year out! Since it's gonna be a whole brand new year, I guess it's time to change my blogskin! So maybe I'll just do that. Or maybe I'll just delete this blog and have a whole brand new start! So look forward to it? (People who are reading, not many I know)

Well, that's about it! Have a Merry Merry X'mas and a Happy New year! 15minutes more to Christmas!:D

I think I do. But maybe not? Maybe it's a good thing that you don't come online so frequently, so that by the next time we talk online again, we'll have something to talk about again...?

11:49

11mins more till midnight. I made a wish at 11:11, in the hope that I could see you online. Then I figured that, even if I could see you online, it does not mean that you would talk to me first. After all, I believe there're quite a few people who wanna talk to you. So I changed it to this. If I see you before 12midnight, that means we may have a little affinity, so okay, this eye candy thing can continue. Otherwise, I am going to forget you. To my best ability. I really can't afford getting hurt again.

It's 11:54 now.

Time left: 6mins.

Thank you Buddha,
For letting me see the beautiful
and ugly side of the world.

Thank you Buddha,
For giving me all that I have now.
For all the love you've given me.

Thank you Buddha.
For everything.

王心凌 - 不哭

起初 相信愛的路 終點是指向幸福
才會一而再的選擇讓步
太固執而盲目 忘了停下來
心疼自己的無助

無辜 你拿手演出 終於我可以麻木
從這裡分割出兩個國度
揮霍多少時間 折磨多少痛苦
才累積出的領悟

忍住不哭 我要忍住不哭
望向天空不讓眼淚流出
抬頭看進雲深處 等待那日出
把故事結束 把從前一筆 消除
忍住不哭 我要忍住不哭
不能認輸因為我相信 彩虹總跟著薄霧
會帶來幸福 在下一個叉路
陪我跳全新的舞

起初 相信愛的路 終點是指向幸福
才會一而再的選擇讓步
太固執而盲目 忘了停下來
心疼自己的無助

無辜 你拿手演出 終於我可以麻木
從這裡分割出兩個國度
揮霍多少時間 折磨多少痛苦
才累積出的領悟

忍住不哭 我要忍住不哭
望向天空不讓眼淚流出
抬頭看進雲深處 等待那日出
把故事結束 把從前一筆 消除
忍住不哭 我要忍住不哭
不能認輸因為我相信 彩虹總跟著薄霧
會帶來幸福 在下一個叉路
陪我跳全新的舞


我应该也可以吧。。。

I'm EXCITED! For...**drumroll** HARRY POTTER AND DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 2! Movies from the Harry Potter Series have seldom disappointed me so I hope this will not be an exception either! Looking forward!

This will be a really short post since I still have A MILLION AND ONE WORK TO DO hehe.:P See you soon blog!!^^

Heck yeah. This is how mine is, right now. I hate the complicated state I'm stuck in right now but I'm gonna hold now and continue. You hold on too kay? (: