Always wanted to try running for welfare rep, and so I did today. But in the end I didn't get the post. Mel did. Well yes I AM disappointed. But I still felt happy for Mel(: The worst thing was that I had to be there to listen to the entire convo. It was a little too much for me. Right now, I have no idea how to believe them. They were the ones who encouraged me to run for it, and after I finally mustered enough courage to self nominate...haih, forget it. I don't want to talk about it anymore.
Then I met this person. Who showered me with insults and insults. Yes they were subtle. BUT I'm not dumb. I could still tell. I picked up the hints. Is there really a need to do that? I've left you alone, why can't you do the same then?
Okay later on, you(someone else) said that it was he whom made you can the other him enemies. Then it reminded me. It was you who made me and him strangers. If you hadn't breathed a word, we would still have been friends. Why don't you speak for yourself instead?
I've always believed that if I treated someone sincerely, I would get back the same treatment, the sincere and honest friendship that I've been looking for all along. I tried to be there whenever someone was in need, and I cared from the bottom of my heart and wanted to help. So is this what I get? Perhaps all this while I was only cared.