Gosh. So much work recently. I'm tryin'my best. I should give myself a chance at least, shouldn't I? Ach. Signed up for JH1 open house. I hope I get into same thing as Shannon. Don't wanna do it alone >.< Keeping this short and simple. Gonna sleep soon and I'm waking up at 3am tomorrow morning. Gtg. Byes!

Yay! I guess everything's alright already and things are more or less back on track. The world is happy!:D I hope this can maintain for a long time thought I know that suffering is unavoidable. So one would have to learn to how to end these sufferings and gain ultimate happiness, which is Nirvana! haha. Buddhism test today was kind of awesome, I suddenly realised a lot when I was revising for the test last night, lessons which I've forgotten. I hope they'll be etched in my mind a bit longer this tme:P PEACE HO!

Have you got hurts in your heart that cannot be gotten rid of?
~ YOU CAN BE HEALED.

I wish life was a little more smooth. I want to go back to childhood, when everything was free and easy. That was what life was supposed to be all about. I hate being misunderstood. I wish everyone can just clarify the truth...don't assume. Haih...guess life's hell lot different from what I've imagined.)':

Face everyday with a smile.(:

My wrong. Shouldn't have told you or said ANYTHING.

As for you, all I can say is that...Forgive and Forget. That's all I can say. No point holding on to something. You can always try again next year. It's not that hard.

Just...

Let go...

I feel like I'm being very mean nowadays. I feel like a bitch sometimes. I annoy myself. I think I annoy alot other people too. I feel scared. I wanna get out of here. I am confused about my purpose in life. I feel like I'm losing myself. My temper is getting worst and worst.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

HI:D I was bored so I just came out with a few of my favourite quotes from songs that I used to like, or still like, or am currently obsessing over. So here they are...


"Does he watch your favourite movies? ?oes he hold you when you cry, does he let you tell him all your favourite parts when you sing it a million times?" - Like We Used To by A Rocket to the Moon

"Her eyes (her eyes), makes the stars seem like they're not shining."
- Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars

"It's like, he doesn't hear a word I say, and his mind is somewhere far away, and I don't know how get there." - Wouldn't Change a Thing by Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas

"And I remember all those crazy things you said, You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here..."
- Wish you were here by Avril Lavigne

"I used to know my place was the spot next to you. Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat. Lately I don't even know what page you're on. A simple complication, mis-communication leads to fall out, so many things I wish you knew, so many walls up that I can't break through." - The Story of Us by Taylor Swift

Aiyoh. Why are there so many things to do?! Never ending one lehs...Sian. This shall be a short and sweet post. Hahahaha. Going the material engineering thingy tmr:D

I don't believe in any of those bullcrap anymore...

Please stop thinking that you're all so great and fantastic. You know what? You are not. You can't just put the blame on others for that. Those were lessons that you'll have to learn. I know she did wrong to you but, you'll have to reflect what you've done yourself. Please. Grow up. Stop being so naive.

I wonder how's Marlene and Tobias doing right now...I miss them so terribly): I wonder what I'm wondering. I wonder what am I supposed to do and what am I doing. I wonder what is life all about?

I miss childhood. Played with glowsticks today. Made me realise how good life used to be. I miss my my primary school friends. I miss the times. Times before...

WE'RE SMILING BUT WE'RE CLOSE TO TEARS, EVEN AFTER ALL THESE YEARS...

I miss you.