Know you limits. Seriously. You friggin' have attitude problem. You act dfferently in front of teachers and when teachers are absent. Can I then say that either you've got split personality or should I say that you're just a effing hyprocrite? Look, we gave you a chance to speak even though we didn't like you. So why can't you just treat her the same way we treated you? Effing no respect. You know, if you have any problems, I'd rather you come right to us and tell us in the face. Go ahead. If you have the guts to show your darn attitude problem, go ahead and tell us in the face what you're unhappy with instead of being such a bitch about it. Right. I've just said the word. Are you just sore that you've lost? You think that you can do a much better job? What makes you even think so? You didn't EVEN TRY give her chance. Goodness. Damn you. And you. Same thing. Don't effing give me attitude problems. I've tried being nice to you for the entire of last year but right now, right now all I really want is to give you one tight slap. Don't test me. Really.

Why should I care when the other party doesn't even give a damn? Why am I unable to ignore others' views towards me? Why is it that no matter how hard I've tried to blend in, I feel out of place? Why is it that whenever I try to be nice to someone, I never get back the same treatment? WHYYY? D: To everyone, I seem to be just transparent. Even if I wasn't transparent, I would have been a sore in their eyes, a pest. Why can't anybody understand? I really wish and pray that someone could understand the state I'm in. I hope Buddha can get someone to guide me in life. I wish life was simple as it seems to be. I feel alone. As though I'm living in my own planet. Putting on a smile all the time doesn't mean that I'm happy. Everybody uses that phrase, don't they? Yet they still, forever assume people are happy as long as they smile, laugh. Isn't the world weird as it is? I should probably set this to a private blog someday. Or maybe I won't need to since I doubt anyone would EVER visit my blog. Someone, anyone, please give me the strength to continue living... Too many incidents, a period too short. Somehow, I've lost my optimism, but yet I'm no pessimist. Tell me what to do please...